EP63 Fertility & Faith: Hello Stranger…

In this second episode of this 3-part series on fertility and faith, I am sharing some of the critical steps I took to repair my relationship with GUS. Even better? The exercise I share will give you a 2-step process to help you see immediate evidence that you have every reason to BELIEVE something Higher is indeed on your side. Transcript: Hey, gorgeous. If you want success on your fertility journey, you've got to have the mindset for it. It's time to kick fear, negativity, doubt, shame, jealousy, and the whole clown car of low vibe fertility journey BS to the curb. I'm your host, Roseanne Austin, Fertility Mindset Master. Former prosecutor and recovering type A control freak perfectionist, I use the power of mindset to get pregnant naturally and have my baby boy at 43, despite years of fertility treatment failure. I help women across the globe beat the odds on their fertility journey just like I did. Get ready for a quick hit of confidence, joy, feminine, bad assery, and loads of hell. Yes. For your fertility journey, it's time to get fearless, baby fearlessly fertile. Let's do this. Welcome to the Fearlessly Fertile Podcast, Episode 63, Fertility and Faith. Hello, stranger. Hey loves! Woo! I'm so fucking thrilled to be in this series on faith. You've got to know that sharing this with you is a huge leap out of my own comfort zone because faith for such a long time was a desperately dangerous topic for me. If I'm completely honest with you, this is a part of me that up to this point, I'd only let very few select people actually see. If you listen to episode 62, which is the first in this series, you'll know why. I was skeptical of faith. I didn't trust it. As my faith grew though, and I began seeing so many synchronicities and proof that, as Gabby Bernstein so aptly states, the universe has my back. I felt like I was holding a precious, not so secret, secret. So I'm truly honored and delighted that I get to share this with you. It is my honest desire that this discussion we are having about fertility and faith will help you with your own spiritual growth on this journey. Because sister, you're gonna need it. I needed it. You need it. We all need it. Nothing is ever going to challenge you the way this journey does. Take the lesson now so that when your baby comes, you can model this to them. It's going to change your family for generations to come. In episode 62, I was clear. My position on faith was, Nope, I don't need any of that shit. I got science and me and that's it. I don't need Gus, God, universe, source, belief, or any of that mumbo jumbo. Egg plus sperm equals baby. And wrong, wrong, wrong, wrong. Gus showed me on numerous occasions that that was short sighted and frankly, ridiculous. So we're going to talk about how I began to repair that relationship than my relationship with Gus. And in doing so, developed a level of trust in myself and Gus that I didn't think was possible. If you've read my book, you know that there was a moment on my journey when I hit rock bottom. I won a guilty verdict in one of the most important cases in my career as a sexual assault prosecutor. And on the same day, I found out that yet another one of my treatment cycles failed. I remember holding back tears with my back against the cold wall in my office and shrieking inside, Why the fuck am I doing all of this? And then I just went numb. I felt like everything inside of me had been taken. Every hope, every dream, every aspiration. I was carrying an extra 10 pounds from all of the fertility meds. My body was bruised from all of the injections and my heart was broken. A few days later, I remember being in the shower at home and listening to music through a streaming service on my phone. And mind you, my musical taste, if you follow me on Instagram or you know anything about me,